FEAR

         
Fear is the emotion we are very familiar with, it is forever a part of our lives.I want to share with you all: embrace and accept your fears-rejoice!! It is perfectly normal to feel scared, take it from a person whose best friend was fear, but  now, I am accepting my fears and moving on.You all are unique,your views should be respected, people have different views, they may not agree with you-it's a fact of life!! If you want to share your fears, your feelings,then what are you waiting for? You only get one life, do not be afraid that you have only one choice, you can have a second, third, fourth choice, etc! Live out your life- live out your dreams, you do not want to regret the things you wished for but could not fulfill them because you were scared to do so, you should rejoice that you gave your life the best, when you are dying! Start your new journey now,you will be pleasantly surprised!! My prayers are with all of you!!
                                                                                               Tazein
                                                                                                 30.12.2012.

BLOGGING-PART-3

                          
Writing is like breathing in my eyes, I feel intensely,only then I can write, I never think about what I am writing, when I finish, I read it, edit if really necessary- that's it! I always keep a diary in my bag, for inspiration can strike any time, so I note it down,otherwise I will forget!! This is the one power God gave me, so many people have helped me that I am truly amazed, my sister ,Afreen, helped me to create a blog, when I did not know how to do work out the internet,God has given me His Divine Aid, that is all I can say!!My intentions are pure,He knows my heart.I am doing this because some how I absorb other people's pain as my own, I start crying, I can not stop it.Sometimes I wonder why I am becoming a totally new person :only one answer comes to mind:God sees me as special,He never gave up on me,when I had given up on myself, He always held me dear, when ever I felt alone, when ever I suffered,He remembered my pain throughout these years, He saw my patience, my acceptance, when my world was shattering around me,I have forgotten what I endured , but God knew! This time, He has finally arrived ! I still feel that  I am dreaming,but it is becoming a reality, I cannot stop my destiny,God already decided it for me,before I was born.Each and every person is my strength, I am not alone, we are all together.Every one does not have to be a writer, I am an Architect by profession,it was the worst mistake in my life, it was not my line at all.There are emotions in each one of us, people just express it differently- some write, some paint,become actors, musicians,etc.Even watching movies, listening to music, gardening, etc. Whatever you enjoy doing do it! It is my dream that all of you find that one thing that makes your heart dance,your eyes sparkle, your steps lighten!!You have it in you- it may take a while, just explore your thoughts, then do the thing which your heart whispers you to do, you will gain true happiness,You are very precious to God,He is just a prayer away!! My best wishes to all of you!               
                                                                           Tazein
                                                                           29.7.2012.

BLOGGING-PART 2

Dear readers, here is the part two of my blogging thoughts:
I have a troubled and painful past, which I will share in my book, it sounds like a movie story, but every word is real.My faith faltered- it has taken 10 years-God finally came for me-He was there the whole time,I was not aware of it.One day,I looked at the sky, finally let His Light into my soul.It took some time to build it up, my life is still surrounded by negativity-but I am trying my best to accept it, for only then, I can find peace.All these years, I truly hated some one, felt an intense rage towards that person,wished him evil, I became exhausted and tired, I felt God was unfair,will He ever see my heart and love me?One day, just like that, I forgave that person  truly, an instant peace descended upon me!! I have always felt unloved my whole life, no one talked about the real me,I have grown used to the fact that I am attractive, people still check me out, even today, but I do not feel arrogant.What about inner beauty?No one saw it until I started sharing my thoughts with people, their opinions continuously amaze me, I feel more inspired than ever!!This is the real me, the inner Tazein ,the outer Tazein is beautiful, please do not go on my looks, look at the inner Tazein!! I am not afraid now, I have started sharing my writings with the world.
                                                                     Tazein
                                                                      29.7.2012.
P.S. :Part 3 will follow soon-The date which you see at the bottom is the actual date I wrote-Love to all of you!!

MY BLOGGING BEGINNINGS PART 1

       I started writing  at the age of 20.Before that,I was mute, never felt anything.An emotional event led me to write-all my bottled up feelings came out, I started writing poems nearly every day.This phase lasted for a while, then slowly tapered down. Until my 30's , I used to write on and off.I was very scared of showing my writings to any one, afraid that they would make fun of them.I started with romantic themes, first-Fate dealt me 2 blows-both my diaries of poems were lost, when we were moving house, some of my most beautiful words were written there,I am talking about 7 years back.I broke down completely,I felt that I had lost a child!! I cried in front of friends, family, they assured me that a truly creative person will always be creative-I wanted to believe it, but was still scared-What if my writings were gone again?Then, the process started again,but this time it was different-My theme changed to God, His blessings, faith, hope, love and courage.Finally, my spiritual side started showing.I was amazed at the intensity of of my emotions!!
                       P.S :To be continued!! as soon as possible-
                                                                                       Tazein
                                                                                     1.8.2012.

MY ROMANTIC FANTASY

 You touch my heart in so many ways,
                    Your smile, your laughter, are my precious moments,
                     Even your anger, your irritibility!!!
                    I totally understand your moods,
                    You are a human being, yet you are my Adonis,
                     Living for eternity in the niche of my consciousness.
                                                                                                   Tazein
                                                                                                   24.7.2012.    

LAKE

                             
 The scene of a lake, the still water,
Calms my mind's state, I wonder at God's magnificence,
Whenever depression hits me, I imagine this scenery,
My demeanor changes,I feel peace descending,
The remote house, surrounded by the flowering fields,
The colour  of roses and trees remind me,
That God created these things, I feel tranquility.
My beating heart stills for a while,
My soul finds succor , I begin to smile. 
                                                                            Tazein
                                                                            6.8.2012.                                                                           

ABOUT ME

Ever since I started blogging,
So many people asked me where I am from?
How could you write words,which have the power to impact our world,
I am Tazein, a human being,just like you,
I am nearby, closer than you think,
Hold my hand and let us take a walk,
Towards a brighter today and tomorrow.
You will gain tremendous happiness,
Say good bye to your sorrows.
                                                                     Tazein
                                                                     6.8.2012.                          

MY ANGEL-MALAIKAAH

When my father died, something inside me faded,
I was overcome with grief, beyond belief.
Nine months later, an angel entered my life,
I gave birth to my daughter,
The moment I saw her face, all my pain vanished.
I named her Malaikaah, which means Angel in Arabic.
Every day I  am constantly amazed by her presence,
She is the shining light in my darkness,
I smile whenever I see her , she is 6 years old, yet so mature,
God took my father away, He knew I would be terribly hurt,
He replaced him by Malaikaah,
In her spirit , I see her innocence,
She looks just like me when I was young,
My only wish is to see her grow up,
I want to always be in her sight.
As a mother, I am awed by God's creation,
That He blessed me so much by giving me this creation.
                                                                                                    Tazein
                                                                                                     7.8.2012.

ON LIVING YOUR LIFE A BETTER WAY-TAZEINSAAD

When  God put us on this earth, He had a purpose,
We have to look inside ourselves honestly,
Accept our failiures, but also find our hidden strength,
We all are powerful, it's always there, if only we could see,
There is no word to describe this feeling of power,
It is the most incredible sensation,
So, all of you, just feel that you are very powerful,
 Truth, justice prevails over hatred and lies,
For in the war between good and bad, hatred always dies.
                                                                                         Tazein
                                                                                           29.7.2012

NATURE

I often wonder about nature, about God's creation. The freezing glaciers, white and huge in their majesty, The ocean mist,the slapping waves, The sunset on a beautiful beach, The fall of autumn leaves,red and yellow, The incredible colours of flowers in a field. The towering mountains,surrounded by the green trees, The amazing scenery of dawn breaking, It's radience shining every where, The movement of the flowing clouds, against the backgroud of the blue sky, A lone lighthouse perched atop a cliff, I am inspired, I feel at peace, Marvel at God's creativity, His invention, my belief. Tazein 3.8.2012. t