THE LIGHT

It's never too dark a place  that a small candle can't light,One day in my life, I finally learned to live,

It took a long time,I was 42,

Troubles, snags, despair, pain,

Darkest ocean and the darkest night,

Taught me to be humble, patient and polite.

A sea of forces, countless souls,whispered the word of hope,

A single flame managed to  light the gloom,

At least it flickered, showed the way,

So, I accepted my sorrows and now I am living a new life.

TO MY LOVE!

You stole my heart with just one look,

Our souls go centuries bound in a streaming brook,

I identify with your pain, I have similar feelings too!

I want to hold you in my arms forever and keep on loving you,

You are my dazzling star, constantly shining on the horizon,

Oh! What a strange relationship between you and me,

It has no name, we do not have a future together,

Yet, to feel you close in my heart, as we dance together the dance of joy,

One stolen moment, is all I want from you!

Just one kiss, an embrace and I would feel whole again,

Destiny dictates that we stay apart!

Still, these feelings keep on coming in my heart!

MY JOURNEY TOWARDS WISDOM-PART -2

From that moment on, my life changed dramatically. I became a very compassionate and kind person.I started blessing random people whom I met in my every day life, my net friends.Till today, I pray for all Humanity, every day.I accept other people without judgement.I forgave my enemies and moved on.I developed patience while interacting with people and in my every day life.It is a strange fact that when I tried to seek wisdom, it eluded me, but when I had given up hope, wisdom came to me in torrents!
Now, I am continuously learning new positive things every day.Life teaches many lessons, provided we are willing to learn from them.I gain inspiration from seeing people in trouble, handicapped or old and sad world events.Even sign boards which I cone across while I am driving, inspire me!I understand their hidden meaning and learn from them!
So, in a nutshell this is my life which I have shared with you all. I find my story incredible and  feel amazed that it happened to me!God has redeemed me in so many ways!20 years of pain are replaced by 1 year of intense happiness , joy and contentment.
I pray to God to bless everyone, lessen your burdens,may you all see your personal rainbow coloring your sky Sadness and joy are the cycles of life, we all go through this process.Never give up on life, who knows your miracle might be around the corner
THE QUESTION I WANT TO ASK IS THIS:
If I made it, despite so many set backs, can't you?
Thank you for taking the time to read my story.I hope you gained inspiration out of it.It will make me feel blessed to know that I inspired you through my words- Love and peace to all!

MY JOURNEY TOWARDS WISDOM- PART 1

All my life, I have been searching for an achievement to call my own. Due to the fact that I was constantly abused and put down, called mad by Saad, I ended up believing him.-my self- esteem shattered.At first, I used to think that God had done a mistake for giving me life.I used to wonder how much worthless I was, I felt horrible.I felt depressed for a long time.I read many self- help books during that time in the hope that at least some positive facts will sink in, all to no avail.
Then, a miracle happened.Last year, I forgave Saad truly from my heart for all the hurt he had caused me.I also forgave myself for my imperfections and accepted my past events. For the first time in my life in my life I felt an incredible peace descend upon me.Then, a miracle happened.Last year, I forgave Saad truly from my heart for all the hurt he had caused me.I also forgave myself for my imperfections and accepted my past events. For the first time in my life in my life I felt an incredible peace descend upon me. It took a lot of crying, but finally, I was ready to start the next chapter of my life.I let go of all the anger, bitterness and resentment festering in my heart.

MY EYES!

So many people on all my sites have commented about my eyes, so I wrote the following poem.Are my eyes full of pain or hope? I do not know myself, but I have written my thoughts about them!

My eyes have something about them,
Difficult to explain, yet full of wisdom,
They have seen an eternity of darkness,
I have shed a million tears in detail and sharpness,
I have experienced the depths of despair.
My eyes, the window to my soul,
It is a strange fact, they make me whole.
Torrid rivers, freezing glaciers, the shattering of broken dreams and fears,
I stumble and fall, yet I pick myself up everytime,
This journey is still left incomplete, I look forward to shine,
See my eyes, they are still full of hope, a radiant light,
You know me, we are connected, in my heart, you always shine bright.
                                                                                                  TAZEIN

THE BIGGEST TEST OF PATIENCE

The biggest test of patience when we are going through troubled times.It is very easy to blame others for putting us in this situation, but this type of thinking leaves us bitter and resentful.Take a bold step: forgive those who have wronged you, accept them as they are, because people do not change, unless they really want to.Meanwhile, have courage, the pain may seem to last for ages, but be patient, keep your faith strong and pray to God to relieve your pain.Remember, we all go through cycles of pain and joy.The patience you develop while suffering will one day, turn into intense joy- it will take time, but never give up hope! There will be many years of happiness coming your way if you try this formula.Believe me, it has worked for me- it will definitely work for you too! Good luck, sending you a ton of prayers!

PATIENCE- THE ULTIMATE VIRTUE!

Patience is the ultimate test which life keeps on showing us.Nearly all people are impatient, everybody is in a big rush, we want everything instantly, if something does not go our way, we blame others for it.Patience teaches us lessons every day.Imagine this scenario:
1-Standing in a long queue:
We become upset, angry.
Answer: Hum your favorite song, think about something which made you smile, while waiting!
2-Stuck in a traffic jam:
We become impatient.
Answer: Listen to songs on your CD player and smile!
3-Things not working out our way:
We become upset, spend hours worrying why they don't.
Answer:Accept your situation, you did your best, move on, if it is meant to be, things will eventually work out!
4-On net sites, not getting the number of followers we desire:
We become depressed, thinking we are doing something wrong!
Answer:Wait, everything takes time, nothing happens instantly.You will gain followers, give gratitude to the people already following you, keep on posting good content.
5-Checking our mobile phone constantly, waiting for that important phone call or message:
We become desperate willing the other person to contact us asap.
Answer:Relax, let it go, detach yourself, even if a reply does not come, do not be sad, move on!
In all of the above situations, life is teaching us to learn patience, provided we are willing to learn! Life will keep on giving us lessons, until we learn from them.

POWER- MY DEFINITION!

How would you define power? We associate power with people who are celebrities, media kings, millionaires, etc.We look up to them, which is human nature.
For me, the ultimate power is the power of our soul.It is so powerful, if only we keep our faith strong continuously fight on and never give up on our dreams! We have the power to change our thoughts, the power to take a stand about something we strongly believe in, the power to continue believing in our Destiny, even during troubled times.
We are all powerful in our own unique ways!Money does not define power.So many powerful , rich people are leading very unhappy lives,so many celebrities either commit suicide or take drugs.Why? Fact is they too , are human, they have feelings like the rest of us.Money alone cannot satisfy people.We all need someone to love and accept us unconditionally.In the end, we are all human beings, we are all connected!
The true test of power is: When God gives you power, do you stay humble or become arrogant?Do you start abusing the power given to you?Do you start  thinking you are the best and glorify yourself?
If God gives power, He can easily take it away, very easily! Therefore, offer gratitude to Him every day, for God has blessed you with power! Your power will increase more with time if you do not become haughty!
                                                                                                                     TAZEIN.

MY DEFINITION OF LOVE!

What is the definition of love? Most people assume love as romantic love, but love is much more than that.Love encompasses loving your family, friends, and the most important love  definition for me- the love for Humanity! I pray for people whom I do not know on a personal level, they come from the net, or the people I meet randomly in my real life.Envy and jealously are two words which do not exist in my dictionary!I have personally experienced that the more love you give to others, the more you receive.God loves people who pray for others with their hearts,only He can see what lies within our souls.One important thing is to forgive people who have wronged you, even if they are your worst enemies!By forgiving them, you do yourself a favor.Do not give Power to those people by letting their words or actions impact on your mind.Forgive truly with your heart, say a silent prayer, bless them with love and happiness and move on in your life.Focus on the positive people around you.You will see a remarkable change in your life! You will attain inner peace and contentment- which is priceless!God will bless you many times over! This is my secret, this is what I do.Pause and reflect- love always wins in the end.This is an eternal truth!
                                                                                                            TAZEIN
                                                                                                               5.4.2013. 

DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND!

You shy away from the limelight,
All your life, you have put up a great fight,
Yet, I can see the flame burning within,
A beautiful halo, a person who cares and shares, who is not shallow,
You are fighting your inner demons,
Believe that God holds you in His Embrace,
With Him by your side, all your battles with dignity, you will face!
                                                                                                 TAZEIN
                                                                                                 28.12.2012.