BOTTOMLESS PIT

Like a bottomless pit,
My eyes as empty as my soul,
The mirror cracks disappear beneath a veneer,
Of lust, greed and ecstasy,
Short lived my limited life,
Hoping, praying for a miracle to emerge,
Under a dark, deep ocean, I am submerged,
No light to guide, left all alone,
To face challenges, beyond my scope,
The clock ticking,I pray for death to enfold me in it's arms,
Will I finally be at peace, resting forever,
At One with God, serene and calm?
                                                                                 TAZEIN
                                                                                 17.4.2011.

A CONTINUOUS MAZE

Surrounded by an incredible maze,
Complicated, forever trying to find my way out,
Unexpected twists and turns at every step,
Will I ever reach my destination, finally ending up at the junction called "Home"?
I am a fighter, I stand alone,
Forever searching for my personal Rainbow,
Visible on the Horizon, though remains unseen, I still march on!
                                                                            TAZEIN
                                                                              23.10.2012.

MY BEING-1

I am silent after years of worry,
Finally, I accept my life circumstances, the world around me,
If I could go back and change time,
I would ask for nothing, I have my beautiful mind,
To grow as a person, to share my sorrows and woes,
In the hope of providing faith to millions of unhappy souls,
Through me, may you never feel alone and helpless,
I am holding your hand, in this sea of Humanity,
I shine like a rainbow among Depravity.
                                                                     TAZEIN
                                                                    28.10.2012.

PRESENT MOMENT ETERNAL QUOTE-5

Live out your dreams whatever they might be!! Do not wait- life is too short- you do not want to die with regret in your heart that you did not live your unfulfilled dreams!
                                                                            TAZEIN
                                                                              15.11.2012.

MY LOVE TO HUMANITY!

I may not know you personally, but if you feel unloved, let me reassure you right now that I love you, unconditionally!! You are beautiful , you are amazing!! God bless you!
                                                                     TAZEIN
                                                                     15.11.2012.

PRESENT MOMENT-ETERNAL QUOTE-4

You are unique, you are you, your life has a purpose, that is why you exist- ignore people who tell you otherwise!!Never give up on yourself, come what may!! You are a shining light, The World is waiting for you, step up on the stage of life and shine like a true star!You already are a winner, just reflect in your heart!! 
                                                                                                                                 TAZEIN
                                                                                                                                  15.11.2012.
                                                                   
                                        

PRESENT MOMENT ETERNAL QUOTE!-3

My heart is so full of pain, yet it never overflows, the pain keeps on coming and my heart keeps on absorbing this pain, how long will I last, will my heart overflow when my emotions hit a high tide?
                                                                                                 Tazein
                                                                                              14.11.2012.

GERARD BUTLER TURNS 43 TODAY- MY DREAM POEM DEDICATED TO HIM!

GERARD BUTLER TURNS 43 TODAY!! MY ULTIMATE FANTASY, THIS IS FOR YOU, DEAR GERRY!
There I was, standing in the rain, surrounded by millions,
The moment I saw you, I had to get through,managed to talk to you,
Before you left, you gave me  a huge smile I was abashed and felt really shy!
All night I waited in the rain, wanting to catch a glimpse of you,
When, suddenly you arrived and picked me out , as the one you remembered saying good bye,
So much left to say, you and me together in the starry night,
Surrounded by the peaceful ocean, embraced by the warmth inside!
We run like children in the vast, overflowing fields,
Laughing with our hearts, our inner dreams!
Being together everywhere, standing at each other's side,
Just to see your eyes, your soul, nothing to hide!
Walking gingerly towards the awkward steps of Love,
Sometimes, I confuse Reality and Dreams, why did I get more than I deserve? 
                                                                  Tazein
                                                                  13.11.2012.
 P.S.I turn 43 on 22.2.2013! Just 3 months behind Gerard Butler. Wishing him many happy returns of the day! God bless him!

MY ETERNAL TRUTH!

DEAR BELOVED FRIENDS!!!
I am blessed to have you by my side, I must have done something good in my life that I got so much love and respect in return!! I wanted to share one thing with you all: Yesterday I was very upset, the truth is that Saad has suffered too, coping with a BPD person is not easy at all, I committed a very grave sin as a married woman, I am admitting it to you now, I feel scared that I will lose your love, but Saad challenged me, said have I written about it, I said no, so he said tell it to your friends, they will spit on your face- you can choose to uncircle me, I respect you, always will!! I am not that bad person any more, I have sincerely repented to God, I will never do any immoral thing in my life from now onwards- I can not deceive God- never!! There are 3 chapters of my life which I will share with you all, it will be brutally honest, but I am no coward! I forgive Saad, because I do not want him to suffer on my account on The Day Of Judgement- this goes for every one who has hurt me-I forgive every one from the bottom of my heart! God bless you all, very amazing and beautiful people, your spirit shines through!! I am very proud to know you all!! God bless you all!!
                                                                        Tazein
                                                                      13.11.2012.

ABUSED WOMEN

DEAR READERS FROM ACROSS THE GLOBE!
A very good day to you, today I am sharing a heart breaking experience with you. One of my friends disclosed the physical abuse she suffered, it was shocking, much worser than mine, she is a very strong person, she has found God, I broke down when I read her story, so I have composed a poem about her and all the women in the world who have or are suffering physical abuse. My poem:
                         ABUSED WOMEN
You were broken, you were raped,
Unimaginable experiences, your hope breaks,
Stand tall, take Power in your hands,
You are brave and courageous,
Face your aggressor , he is outrageous!
Time heals the pain, your being is not a mistake!
You are meant to be loved,
Continue on the road to recovery, take no breaks.
You are vulnerable, you deserve respect,
You are human, your body and spirit sacred!
Live your dream, move on, forgive the One who did you wrong,
You will finally be at peace with yourself,
Love life completely, without regrets,
You are not alone, I too, was a victim,
Let us end this vicious cycle which is beyond description.
                                                                                      Tazein
                                                                                     11.11.2012.

SUFFERING SOULS

I feel people who have really suffered are God's favorites.When God loves someone the most, He tests them through trials and tribulations.Pain is transitory, for God will always reward you for what you have endured! When God closes a door, He always opens a window, we really have to see this window, God is the Most Loving, the Most Merciful Our path in life is full of hurdles and impossibilities but filled with Infinite Possibilities! When we eventually recover from a bad phase, one miracle happens! We will be a changed person, we will identify with the suffering of fellow human beings, something inside us will change for the better!We will feel the pain of others- an indisputable fact! Embrace your sorrows, you are not alone, all of us have pain in our lives, have Faith that God will come for you, at His Chosen Time- you have to pray and wait, your patience will be rewarded by God!
                                                                                      Tazein
                                                                                      7.11.2012

FREEDOM

I yearn for freedom, I wish I could fly,
Travel through the Universe, unfettered, unchained across the sky.
Touching new Horizons,exploring amazing possibilities,
I know I have it in me, I have faith in my ability!!
Soaring like a kite, gliding like an eagle, reaching Higher and Higher,
Dimensions blur, reality fades away, 
I remain aloft, inspired by many and praised!!
                                                                     Tazein
                                                                       22.10.2012.